Consolidation

I love reading blogs. And as I read, I am reminded that this is the world I live in. The one where I can easily write my feelings on a blog and publish them for the world to read them. Yet I have somewhat limited social skills. I would not dare say what is on my heart to someone I barely know, for example, at church or at work. Yet, I write this right now and do it without any reservations. I hope strangers read it and relate to journey I am on. I hope family/friends read it and appreciate it for what it is, my thoughts and feelings.

I have decided that it is time to consolidate my blogs. I originally set up one for Zach specifically and then a separte one for the girls. And I have decided it is time. I was just telling a girlfriend that sometimes I feel like the journey of grief has split me into to people. The one who at moment barely holds it together and the one most people know who never seems to falter. So in an effort to be more true to who I am - inspired by someone I have just started to know -I am consolidating my thoughts to one page :)

Love you!
Jantina